Samsara by Lorraine Margaret
Rays of golden light shine from his ocean blue eyes but is he a gift from God or is she even crazier than she thought?
Discover the powerful magic of sexual healing with a truly heavenly romance... Enchanting, haunting and intensely sensual, Samsara will captivate you with the infinite spiritual beauty of physical love.
A traumatised mind, an impossible choice... Will Ailith turn towards light and love or is she destined to live in darkness and despair forevermore?
Ailith returns to the small town where she was gang raped nine months earlier, physically transformed by surgery and spiritually transformed by her trauma. Before her ordeal she was idealistic and full of dreams, now she is driven by hatred and anger and lives only to fulfil her mission of revenge. She has a little bag of torture hidden in her holdall and conflicting personalities vie for precedence in her disturbed mind. The Avenging Warrior is a potential serial killer, Feminism fears and despises all men and the ‘little piece of abused meat’ is the terrified, broken spirit her attackers created. Somewhere within this twisted mess dwells a tiny spark of the real Ailith, who still believes in the possibility of love.
Ailith is in the forest, stalking her first victim, when she meets Ryan, an angelically beautiful man. Everywhere he goes the sun appears to follow, creating an ethereal halo around his exquisite head; he is warm, empathetic, intuitive and gentle, everything she thought was lost to her and to the world. His very existence threatens her mission as the conflict begins between good and evil, rebirth and revenge...
When strange, inexplicable events happen in the sleepy little town, Ailith is in turmoil and turns to Ryan. She is captivated by the raw sensuality that effortlessly coexists with his spiritual nature but can she ever overcome all her sexual fears to fulfil her dream of being fully intimate with him? And why is she developing an obsession with the beauty of his penis and a reverence for his bodily fluids? Why does she persist with her embarrassing habit of calling him master? And what exactly is being discussed in the cryptic phone conversations she overhears? Is Ryan really a gift from God? Or has she gone completely mad?
Ailith experiences hell as her tormented mind is torn between good and evil, healing and vengeance. As events spiral out of control and threaten to destroy her new found love, will she carry out her hideous mission of revenge or trust Ryan to help her heal herself instead?